if you wrote a memoir what would it be about? <
> im not really sure. maybe about my relationships or ballet.
what about your relationships <
> both of my parents assumed that i would be the smart one, because they were the dancers. to compensate, the church assumed that i would be the perfect one. i was like the church child. i felt like i wasted my whole childhood. at one point i thought i was going to stop trying, to just become the person my parents wanted me to be. i was 15. my mother told me i was losing my spark. i said to myself. no, im losing him. all of him was probably similar to myself, then. this person is who i am. the only witnesses to that are my buddies, and finally my mother. they have all seen me, because they know me.